Heart attack
"Darling I hope you'd be here
When I need your the most".
You remember singing her those lines,you asked that question with utmost sincerity in your heart and shades of fear etched deeply in your hollow eyes.She shone you that smile that could only belong to an angel like her.She didn't give an answer and she waved you off and told you how silly it was of you to ask such.
Your heart skipped a beat though you wanted a honest answer to your question. She probably sensed your unrest and settled the ongoing storm within you with a kiss that threw you off balance.It tied all the loose knots in place,you relaxed for a while but deep within you,you wrestled with an uncanny feeling of a soon to be reality without her.
Going to bed that night,you resolved within you to make hay for as long as the sun would shine.So you determined to be the best you could be just for her.You called every day, you spent on her,you penned down poems in her honour much to her utmost delight,you read up tips on being the perfect gentleman just so you could make her stay. You didn't just cut down in your drinking,you also prayed more regularly just so that God would keep her for you.She was all you ever wanted and needed, but deep down within you,despite all the love,you knew you wouldn't last.You tried hard to enjoy the last days with her whilst you prepared your life to learn to live without her,you tried to teach your lungs how to breathe without her,you were preparing your heart to learn to love again while anticipating to hear those words "I think we should part ways now" from her.
When she finally said those words after a long walk at one of your favorite places,your mind went to the lyrics" it hit me like a heart attack when you finally left me girl ".Your case was worse.If it felt like a heart attack it would have being better.Your heart felt like it had been stabbed repeatedly without mercy,it was smashed and left on the floor like pieces of broken pottery.It was painful so much so you couldn't describe how it felt.
With that,she walked out of your life leaving you with the promise of keeping in touch,and so many memories that would fill your heart ,your thoughts for many days to come and would leave you with the question" where did it go wrong "???
When I need your the most".
You remember singing her those lines,you asked that question with utmost sincerity in your heart and shades of fear etched deeply in your hollow eyes.She shone you that smile that could only belong to an angel like her.She didn't give an answer and she waved you off and told you how silly it was of you to ask such.
Your heart skipped a beat though you wanted a honest answer to your question. She probably sensed your unrest and settled the ongoing storm within you with a kiss that threw you off balance.It tied all the loose knots in place,you relaxed for a while but deep within you,you wrestled with an uncanny feeling of a soon to be reality without her.
Going to bed that night,you resolved within you to make hay for as long as the sun would shine.So you determined to be the best you could be just for her.You called every day, you spent on her,you penned down poems in her honour much to her utmost delight,you read up tips on being the perfect gentleman just so you could make her stay. You didn't just cut down in your drinking,you also prayed more regularly just so that God would keep her for you.She was all you ever wanted and needed, but deep down within you,despite all the love,you knew you wouldn't last.You tried hard to enjoy the last days with her whilst you prepared your life to learn to live without her,you tried to teach your lungs how to breathe without her,you were preparing your heart to learn to love again while anticipating to hear those words "I think we should part ways now" from her.
When she finally said those words after a long walk at one of your favorite places,your mind went to the lyrics" it hit me like a heart attack when you finally left me girl ".Your case was worse.If it felt like a heart attack it would have being better.Your heart felt like it had been stabbed repeatedly without mercy,it was smashed and left on the floor like pieces of broken pottery.It was painful so much so you couldn't describe how it felt.
With that,she walked out of your life leaving you with the promise of keeping in touch,and so many memories that would fill your heart ,your thoughts for many days to come and would leave you with the question" where did it go wrong "???
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